‘Acting is the most miserable job’
Subhash K. Jha

Naseeruddin Shah
Naseeruddin Shah prefers directing to acting in films

Naseeruddin Shah, who gets a "bigger high" from direction than acting, confesses his adoration for Hema Malini with whom he is paired after a long gap. "She’s still gorgeous, isn’t she? Iadore her. I think we’ll make a good couple," Naseer said.

He is also keen to work with Shabana Azmi again. "The right part hasn’t come along recently. She accuses me of not wanting to work with her. I don’t want to do crap with her. But it’ll happen again.

"I somehow have the feeling that all these years when we haven’t worked together has done our pair a whole lot of good," says the actor-director.

As to which is better — acting or directing — he says: "Acting in movies is the most miserable job in the world. Sometimes you’ve two minutes of work after waiting on the set the whole day. Direction gives me a much bigger high. It feels like my whole career has been a preparation for this." Excerpts from an interview:

Why direction so late in your life?

For the simple reason that it didn’t seem right earlier on. I remember myself as a typical kid with dreams of directing a film starring myself. I had some ideas at 19, which I’d still like to direct. But Inever wanted to become a film-maker earlier. I only wanted to act.

I had no statements to make, no burning messages that I wanted to deliver to the world. I wanted direction to happen organically. That’s why Yun Hota Toh Kya Hota took so long.

Is direction as stimulating as acting?

It’s much more stimulating than acting. Acting in movies is the most miserable job in the world. Sometimes you’ve two minutes of work after waiting on the sets the whole day. I enjoyed it while it lasted. But now I want to move on.

Are you bored with acting because you aren’t getting the right kind of roles?

No. I’ve enjoyed Monsoon Wedding Parzania, Valley of Flowers, even the small parts in Mixed Doubles and Omkara.

Direction gives me a much bigger high. It feels like my whole career has been a preparation for this. Mind you, I still enjoy acting in theatre immensely. Frankly, I wouldn’t act in a film unless it really excites me.

I’m trying to do small parts in films by friends.

Did you enjoy playing God in Banaras—A Mystic Love Story?

Banaras was a little beyond me, I’ve to admit. There’re many films that I didn’t understand while they were being made. But on seeing them finally, I did. I didn’t understand Banaras even after I saw the end product. May be I’m not mature enough to understand it.

I loved your goofy villainy in Krrish

I had a ball doing it. To begin with, the part didn’t excite me. But Rakesh Roshan was keen on me. You can’t argue with success.

Is it a sorrow that you don’t command the same commercial stature as Amitabh Bachchan?

I have never aspired to occupy the position that he does. It’s very lonely up there. And I’m sure he has a lot of problems. Becoming a huge star didn’t mean the world to me.

I’ve been doing the kind of work that I want to do. I don’t deny that I wanted to be known to the world and that I wanted to lead a cushy life. But I’ve been ambitious only about finding the right kind of work. For example, at the moment I derive immense pleasure from teaching acting at Subhash Ghai’s Whistling Woods institute.

What about Shabana? She’s dying to work with you again.

The right part hasn’t come along recently. She accuses me of not wanting to work with her. Why should I do that? Why should I do a film just because she’s in it, or not do a film that doesn’t have her? I don’t want to do crap with her. But it’ll happen again. I somehow have the feeling that all these years when we haven’t worked together has done our pair a whole lot of good.

Are your children interested in acting?

My daughter Heeba is an actress. My son Imaad played a small part in Yun Hota To Kya Hota. He was hanging around home doing nothing. That’s how he got into the film. He’s interested in a lot of things, including music and movies.

I’ll support my children in whatever they want to do. My father didn’t want me to be an actor. And there wasn’t a damn thing he could do about it.— IANS





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