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The novel acquires its title from its female protagonist Parvez,
a Parsi woman who is not comfortable with her social identity
and says: "I have to find where I belong". The
strength of the novel lies in the fact that it studies the
politics of communalism through the eyes of the Parsi community
to which the novelist herself belongs. The novel, in fact, doesn’t
offer a structured story as such. It seems to be a projection of
the turmoils outside as well as inside the mind of its
protagonist and deals with how she comprehends life within
political and communal upheavals. Pervez could be regarded as
the writer’s mouthpiece, trying to confront the conventional
opinion that "We Parsis are such a tiny minority we can’t
afford to interfere". Nevertheless, an unprejudiced
perception of the Hindu-Muslim conflict is feasible through a
Parsi’s mind as the Parsis are "neutral" in their
affiliations: "Being neither Hindu nor Muslim felt strange
in these times of turmoil. Like wearing a skin that magically
protects. For Parsis were respected by both the warring
communities and left alone even as they brutally assaulted each
other. She had never been conscious of her Parsi identity but
now she wondered whether neutrality could be positively
employed".
Pestonji, a
journalist belonging to the Parsi community, is self-conscious
of her own and of her clan’s position and describes her birth
in a Parsi family as "accidental". What she insists
upon is the contribution of the people to the society as
individuals rather than as envoys of various ethnic groups. The
novel says: "She had lost links with the community of her
birth and realised she’d have to act as an individual."
It is important to go beyond one’s personal alliances,
especially when the lives of innocent people are threatened by
hollow interests of the powerful few. But the question that
needs to be asked is "Can individuals be effective when
communal virus had driven half the population insane?"
Although communal
conflicts are the focus of the novel, the collision of
contrasting cultures elevates the sense displacement that Parvez
experiences after her unsuccessful marriage in a Christian
family. However, after she walks out of the relationship she
matures as a person and is able to establish herself an
individual who is not swayed by the Marxist idealism or
beleaguered by feminist voices. She needs to make a difference
and not remain cocooned within her privileged sect. Parvez seems
to have found here identity in the role of an academician, one
who can disapprove of the things around and yet not be allied to
any group except the human race. Similar to artists who take the
responsibility of maintaining communal harmony: "Art opens
the mind... Artists can’t be anything except against
communalism". Nonetheless, this does not mean that one
needs to be an accomplished artist in order to fight for peace.
Each individual is creative in her/his own and that should be
enough to make a difference.
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