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Unfortunately, what she terms bliss proves to be a mere sham.
She has all the comforts of life and is one of the respected
lot. So much so, no wedding or funeral is complete without her.
Yet she is alone.
She hates her
husband, Ranil, because he is a homosexual. She tries to hurt
him in every possible manner and refuses to sleep with him.
Sometimes, she leaves the house in the middle of the night. It
all ends when Ranil, frustrated as he is, kills himself.
Her daughters,
Prema, Savitri, Padma and Mary, do not like her. They long to
punish her but cannot disown her. For, she is their only hope of
love.
Disturbed, she
looks back and often talks to her dead, her mother, father and
even Ranil, to comfort himself. But more and more she withdraws
into herself. All she wants is death which can bring an end to
her agony.
Yet, in her heart
of hearts, she longs for true love, "selfless love",
which she finds in David, an Englishman who arrives at her home
on the invitation of Padma’s friend, Helen.
At 25, David is as
disturbed as Savi is, though a bit differently. Those he loved
never loved him and those he admired used him in ways that
suited them. As for those who loved him, he could not make them
happy. Pain, fear and loneliness brings him to Colombo to seek
solace in Buddhist philosophy.
Initially
reluctant, Savi tries to avoid him but soon develops a liking
for him. And here starts the process of introspection and search
for truth, truth they had avoided for years. Through their
dialogues, they come to terms with their pain and suffering,
opening new vistas for themselves.
While David leaves
for India, Savi tries to build a new relationship with her
daughters. Never before had she felt so light, as light as
"dust and air", as she remarks. The home she had once
dreamt of becomes a reality.
David never
returns but he is present in everything she loves. "You
(David) had gone", she says "and gone forever, but you
left me a presence as luminous as your absence was dark and
final".
Andrew Harvey has
presented, in this riveting novel, a microcosm of the world
today, a world where people thrive for their own petty
interests, unaware of the consequences that may follow. And once
they realise the futility of their life, they run away from the
truth — the last mirror — they are uncomfortable with.
Peace, however,
lies in this last mirror, in accepting the truth, howsoever
hearsh it may be, and mending your ways, if not changing them.
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