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The sorry saga!
This
'n' that
By Renee
Ranchan
WHAT is it about the S
word? Sorry, I should spell that out Sorry, that
is the word. Why does it have a way of sticking to the
throat? And is uttered usually so, reluctantly? Is it
because the taste is that of humble pie? It signifies a
defeat of sorts yes, in the
how-can-I-ever-be-wrong incredulity? Is it not after all,
the I-am-always-right age? Sorry being something you
expect to hear, never have to mutter yourself? Sorry,
thus ego-bruising. And going against the cultural
sorry-I-shant-say-sorry mantra? That has become
quite a jingle, no?
Anyhow, I shall tell you
sometime in between what who really got me
started on this piece. Actually, I am rather grateful to
her. There I was twiddling my thumb and racking my brain
over what to write topics, no they do not come
easy when she breezed in about her sorry
situation. Curious? Yes, but of course. A little wait,
however, please. A few years ago, I read an article in an
American magazine on the sorry issue. And
yes, found it interesting so much so that I could
have missed my flight! You have heard of airport-readers,
I am sure? Well, I am a voracious one..., I, cannot of
course, reproduce the article even if it was not because
of a space-crunch... it is a must with me to sell, once
read, all newspapers and magazines. Collectors item, what
pray, is that? My raddiwallah needless to say,
remains happy... eight newspapers a day (a professional
hazard) Who would not be?
But back to this article
(the one I had read). The author takes a case study of
both Americans and Japanese (poles-apart) reactions in
the same situation. In Japan if one car collides, bumps
or scrapes the other, do you know what happens? Both
drivers jump out of the car and with synchronised
spontaneity (ask the Japanese how spontaneity can be
synchronised!) apologies in an one-outdoing-the-other
fashion. It does not matter who was at fault...both
believe they have a role in the accident! And at the
other end of the ocean, the Americans would neverever
dream of apologising or taking the blame. Accidents, a
multi-million dollar business insurance companies,
remember have no room for the non-profitable sorry
in their scheme of things. Yes, America a litigious
nation. When in an accident, as in being injured, the
first person to be summoned, (no, not the doctor) is a
lawyer! No, I am not joking. If you happened to have
slipped in a park, sue the country. Big money, no? If you
feel your doctor has ignored you, bring in the attorney
that is better than the cure. I actually know of
one doctor who recently acquired a law degree as well.
Reason: with the way patients have started slapping
lawsuits against doctors it is essential to know the
legal system. You can never be safe enough. That is her
verbatim explanation. And, I thought my memory had gone
for a six! But lets stop globe-trotting and hit our
own shores.
In India, given the ditto
car-scrape case, what would happen? An argument, a
mammoth-sized one, would ensue. Traffic would come to a
honking halt and passersby would stop to see what was
happening and stay on to ogle. Both would blame the other
and demand immediate compensation. Fists could fly as
well. In Delhi, it is a normal sight. Has something to do
with the weather too...hot weather equals hot heads.
Things are so bad that if you stop at a red-light, the
car driver behind you would want you to make room for him
so that he could move on yes, it is a fact.
Traffic rules, what are they? My traffic-tales,
teeth-gnashing once, shall have to wait.... And now to
satisfy your curiosity!
Cousin Saasha dropped in
just at I was sitting with a blank sheet and even a
blanker look what on earth should I write about?
But I have, have I not already told you that? So let me
hurry on. Saasha was upset with her husband. Tell me
something new, Iwhispered disinterestedly. (The cousin
did not pause to throw a hurt look my way as she had not
heard my under-the-breath comment). He did so many wrong
things forgot their lunch-date (married couples,
still dating that was news!) the most recent slip. And
what did he have to say about that? A quick and simple
sorry. Well, was that not good enough in anybodys
book the surprise in my voice, how could I keep it
out? The long and short of it, his sorrys were sort of
reflex utterances that were mouthed because that was the
expected order. Not because he felt that way. But in
going with the sensitive, caring 90s man, he believed it
was his duty. (I am sure you have seen the Nivea
for men ad?Men, I suspect, take their cue from
there...)
Saashas question:
Sorry, should come from the heart, no? And does not sorry
come with the I have realised my fault and promise
not to repeat it condition? Intelligent
questioning, that you have got to hand it out to her.
Have studies not said men have less EQ Emotional
Quotient than women? (About IQ the misconception
that men have more, has of late been dismissed! This EQ
question was mine. Saasha, however, got up to leave
she was, after ages, going to sit in the sun and
peel oranges. A winter rite. Yes, winter is finally here,
the thought itself gives me that robust feeling. Her
parting question: (now I understand what they mean by
Catharsis makes you forget!) Is it true that
while sunbathing, vitamin D is tossed in all for free?
"Yes", said I in my best academic voice.
Wondering when I could perch myself on my terrace and
feel deliciously toasty under the pale winter sun...Did
you know Americans actually celebrate, or should I say
observe, Sorry Day? No, this is not contradicting the car
story...this is just one day they mechanically keep for
spouting sorrys, apologies.
But if this is really
true, do keep it to yourself.... You know, how good we
are at aping anything American and these manicured
apologies, no thank you.
Back to our desi ground!
Our politicians, you would never catch them in a
repentant mood unless it is for political mileage. What
does no water, less electricity and spiralling inflation
(onions, they do bring tears to the eyes) have to do with
them? A leader must hold his head high.
Hanging the head down in
shame,or remorse is not the way they are made! May be a
lesson from Clinton would do our homespun breed some
good...speak of a surfeit of sorrys! And he sure has
mastered that penitent look. (Another thing, prisons used
to be called penitentiaries. No, it just was not enough
to serve time there. Jail was also a place where you had
to feel penitent.
Sorry, in other words).
Hmm, so lets see an off-hand rushed sorry,
does not mean anything. Nor does popping out a dime a
dozen sorrys mean anything, especially when you drop
these sorrys for the same, done-100-times-over action.
And, yes whoever said "love means never ever to say
sorry" could not have got it more wrong. A rip in a
relationship? A genuine, sprung-from-the-heart sorry puts
you on the road to repair.
Yes, without the essential
sorry, life would be a perennial pebble in the shoe... .
Achingly uncomfortable, what do you think?
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